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I really hate this Feeling ! REally Fucking Hate it !! wHY , Why MY EmotionS Always Disturb By This feelings.. haih.. From today onwards i wont show any unhappy Face.. i will pretend to be happy always =) Cheers To The beer !! hahahahahahahahaah ! really there is a rock on my chest.. hard to breath..

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Hmmm, just dont know where to start.. hmm, sometimes i feel that i'm quite selfish, dont know why i would say myself like that, i really wanted my wife to accompany me everyday, no matter where am i , what i do, i always like her be at my side.. its a very happy feeling. =) God knows that i and my wife are sweet, God knows that i love her more than anythings else in this world.. some people ask before, my wife sometimes treats me bad, why i still can stand her attitude.. well, the answer was easy, she is the best thing that i got in my life thats why i need to appreciate,i love her more than words.. but i know, she is bored here.. My Working place.. ><. i dont want to make her unhappy, so i let her go have tea's with her friends.. she was happy with her friends. this is the fact.. i can feel it.. no hard feelings ya wifey, hubby just tell what i feel.. and i know when you are with me you are super duper happy too rite ? =) maybe i am a person who dont like to show what i think.. sometimes i really dont want her to go, but i tell myself, i cant be so selfish rite, my wife is so bored here..Oh, god i wish that the person always go out play and accompany her is Me. not her friends T.T.. sometimes feel moody too.. wish i could hug my wifey rite now..

Just wanna tell you baby, i swear to god , i never think of argueing with you.. i swear.. hmmm.. maybe since you mix with them, i feel different, its not jealousy.. feel like you are so close to them although you knows them for a short period of time.. not hubby dont like you sms-ing all the time.. but when you are with me.. i hope you just focus on hubby o. =)my heart was hurt once when you lie and hide thing s from me, but now, i have recovered it with your love.. i trust you wifey.. =) maybe sometimes hubby is wrong on somethings, if you cant tell me on mouth, wish you can straight sms me kay? and forgive hubby if hubby do anything wrong o.. sory baby. T.T


just wanna let you know baby.. i will and i must marry you, and i will make a better life for you in the future.. remember our dreams ya.. hehe=) i love you forever sweetheart.. 白头到老.. mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks...