Wish..

Hmm.. something happen yesterday that really hurt my heart... my heart is bleeding seriously.. but what i can do ? i am selfish ? i am too controlling ? i am not good enough ? i am a GANGSTER ? I never think about ur feelings ? huh ? funny rite.. Although people say i am gangster .. but for the people who know me.. am i a person who like to simply whack people.. bang people upside down ? i am sure every MAN in this world who say his women being hug by other man will do the same thing that i do yesterday.. this feeling fuck up man.. my wife saying that i am too controlling her.. she feels very unhappy with my attitude.. hmmm.. i have no comment.. but seriously in my heart.. what i do is only for her own good.. she will know it someday... only the one who love u and care u the most will control you.. !! she should not treat me like this.. in my heart .. i ask myself.. WHY ? WHY ? WHY ? why when we fight you must say that you wanna break up with me .. why i always tolerate with you ? why ? am i wrong for caring u too much ? i never say break up why must she say break up.. seriously yesterday i feel wanna give up this relationship with her.. but i cant.. Yong chui yee, is the most important women person in my life besides my mother.. how can i life without her.. if god give me 3 wishes, i will just only make one wish.. just happily go through my life with you... thats all.. i dont like to write actually.. i prefer you to ask.. but never mind .. loupo, just wanna tell you that nothing is more important than you.. i love u .. sweetheart =(